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To the bridal party..

chr1sx — Tue, 30 Nov 2010 04:27:43 +0000

here we are engaged to two different people. Did I want to stop talking to you. No. Is it because I don’t love you anymore. No.

Woman, you swallow my dreams and make my fears whole. I love you so much it hurts sometimes. But, I guess I need to let go.

When that will be I don’t have any clue. But know this. I will always hold a picture of you in my heart. Always.

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chr1sx — Sat, 16 Oct 2010 04:14:32 +0000

Well,
Category: Life

That band around her finger
wishing your name engraved
hoping one day to be swift
as well as to be brave

of course the distance scared me
and of course he stepped in
mindless dance of past romance
no wonder he should win

could have told you how i felt
and lied about the lie
far away or close at hand
you’re always catching eyes

our child of fluff and fur
reminds me all of you
it seems he’s got his mothers face
when it’s me he’s looking thru

so jimmy wayne got it right
my jealousy not too much
he’s the one holding you now
feeling that sunshine touch

fly back sweety bird
and i’ll be your chickadee
grasp my hand in seconds
we will both be free.

It has been awhile

chr1sx — Sat, 16 Oct 2010 04:07:51 +0000

Cool-whipping me into shape. A lot of things have happened none of which I will mention. Anywho, hope you haven’t missed me too much self. I’m coming back soon

For that bitch in the front row,

chr1sx — Tue, 12 Jan 2010 01:00:59 +0000

For the record,
its like losing a mind
complete my desolation
to see you in time

if Ive lost you forever
then no little part died
my whole will go black
and he’s not shy

shadow my movements
darken a doorstop nary
right down the street
a big load to carry

pull away kiss
run lil girl run
disappear in that hair
gather all the sun

growing up so cold
knowing this is it
i honestly wont make it
should i just fucking quit

going to cananida
far away from you
distance cant touch that smile
but its what ill try to do

he doesn’t see what you are
never will he notice
the way your eyes change my heart
floating like a lotus

fucked up conversations
when your the former
lying or are you
makes my heart warmer

Never thought youd fall
without me to catch
pushing time still
and all his except

changing eyes brighten
when speaking to me
but of him she ponders
all that she sees

defaulting my own
looking back to know
our love was as destined
as north carolina snow

so shine baby shine
defy gravity
so instead of falling down
fall far from me

And we won’t let you win.

chr1sx — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 18:39:38 +0000

I talked to you forever
a distracted drive away
but did you listen
or did I not pay?

Ramble like a rockslide
gather my words to throw back
ending a silent click
always said i lacked

maybe I dressed up but,
“the clothes will only make the whore”
doesnt matter what your wearing
only if they’re on the floor.

I hope he fucks you real nice
a fuck about making you feel better
your both unattached, so live it up
make sure you close the shutters.

To Office:

chr1sx — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 18:38:52 +0000

A note is a pass, but as I pass by what? Your blank stares, judging eyes, no. I took the easy way out I will admit, between me an her it lasted a day. More than I thought at least. I love Elizabeth but she would not be enough for me, what she always feared I guess. Ahh well. My thoughts are hardly important enough for me to speak much less write down.

You’re bitchen

chr1sx — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 16:23:57 +0000

i wish i was a skeleton,

Finished at last.

chr1sx — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 17:01:45 +0000

Cold as the silence, given as I leave.

The wind offers no comfort, flowing thru the tree’s.

rhyming is a habit, perfected from discord.

Love is what you make it, tis only a word.

Half in love with elizabeth,

chr1sx — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 16:54:36 +0000

Holy fuckin shit.

This is it.

Are me and dani gonna be over by today? Who knows. Not fucking me thats for god damn sure. I love her I swear I do. I sleep with my clothes on does that mean im not to be trusted?

Fuckle. god damn Surf Jew.

Not up to my ‘ex’ calibur

chr1sx — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 16:30:54 +0000

Your fire smoldered, drawing the coolness of my smile. Wishing you into the best situations, driving myself an insane mile.

This pen pulls me out, hopefully closer to you. Covering this page, in all we knew

Mistakes and darklines, shake it off turn me on. Lackluster passion, spark it. One hit of me and your gone.

———

Sliding chairs,

a gliding hall,

a masqurade,

a dead mans ball.

thought alone,

brings life to fire,

a solumn note,

seperates the lyre’s.

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through golden rays of sunshine i amble, toward this beautiful thing/ A girl who’s image distance can’t touch, who’s smile lightens the rain/ graduate to move and touch, needing the air to see/ for as long as my lungs beat and shake, there’ll be none by me sides she.

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I took the time,

to make me say.

your the one,

that has to wait.

growing branches,

spread for life,

envelop me,

this love will die.

They say absense makes the heart grow fonder, I believe a shot to help me not wonder.